This is hard. Hebrews 11:6 tells me that I am to come to Christ in faith believing that He is – no problem. Then the writer ads and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him – challenge. At a minimum, Christ and I have a different definition of reward.
It is easier for me to trust Him for the big stuff. Mission projects in Africa, South America, Asia. It is much harder for me to trust Him for the groceries. Doesn’t make sense, but it is the truth all the same.
I find myself planning, scheming, rather than trusting. I must be a slow learner.