Yesterday I shared some more on the concept of negative prep. We are going through that at the moment, have been for some time. I struggled with this last night in prayer. I have learned over the past months that it is better to praise, to worship God, to seek Him rather than seek what He can do for me. So a lot of what I did last evening was focused on that aspect of our relationship – there was also weeping.
This morning – and I cannot count the number of times this has happened – I opened my journal and recorded the current events that precipitated the struggle. Then I wrote down the passages from the reading program I use, prayed Psalm 119:18 and started reading.
Job 36:13, was in the reading today. That started me on a journey. The way that works, normally, is the Lord brings passages to mind that support or extend the thought. It happened again this morning. The Lord took me to:
- 1 Corinthians 10:13
- Hebrews 12:10 – 11
- Ephesians 2:10
There were a couple of others that came to mind,
Psalm 139 and Jeremiah 1:5, but the essence was in those first four passages.
When we are in trouble, stress, difficult circumstances, we have to cry out to the Lord. He is in control, He brought those circumstances into our lives for a reason. The promise, the reality has at least two component upon which we can absolutely depend.
First, He will not take us through circumstances that are beyond our ability to endure (as I am writing this more passages are coming to mind, Romans 5:3 – 5 and James 1:2 - 4). Second, those circumstances, those difficulties have at least three purposes:
- To share His holiness.
- To produce the fruit of righteousness in our life.
- To equip us for the specific purpose He intends for our life.
By this I am not in any way diminishing the pain or difficulty of some of the trials. No, they are difficult and often painful. But, in the midst of those trials the anchor is that there is purposeful intention that is guided by the love, goodness, and faithfulness of our Lord.
It is to that I can confidently cling.