If you think like I do the question becomes, “How do I get my portion of the Lord?” We are not like the 12. We do not have the option of walking with Him for three years. In John 16:7 Jesus tells us that is a good thing. We actually have it better than the 12 as difficult as that may be to grasp. Why, we have the Spirit. We have the Bible. They did not have either.
Physically we want to limit the size of our portion. That is not the case spiritually. We need to get all that we can. That is done through the Word of God. Just before He told the 12 that His Father was sending the Spirit He told them to abide in His Word, John 15:7.
Unfortunately some of us exercise portion control spiritually. Don't. Dive in.